artistry or just insanity?

i want to be someone else or ill explode

its funny how some people dig their own hole then yell about it later and blame the world for their missfortunes but theres no such thing as luck.. u fucked ur self over kiddies.. :) sorry ..

id think ud learn by now.. but .. hell it is ur life in the end of the story


u want me well come on and break the door down

i dont wanna drive u crazy
serously
its not my intentions
but i want things said
and ill say why i need to be this way
id love to love
but the consiquence is higer than what would be the enjoy ment


i mean come on romeo
delilia has retired to shitty radio


i need to rock in my own ryythem..





be prepared to loose ur socks and virginity

Oh the thrill of control,
like the rush of rock and roll,
is the sweetest taste I've known. Oh yah
so come on, Sugar Daddy, bring it home.





nothing like frank black singing about some big black man going up the ass:)

im soo happy that im alive im gonna make a fool of all the stupid people int eh world!




yea!


if u cant get the domestic
hit up the national!

u can take the man out of the country



....but u cant make him shit chickens



so on the topic of how do u say.. um life

ah
waht a beuatiufl day it is going to be..
on the topic of everything else...

alot never will ever change...

i find my self getting the same old dirty looks from a self proclaimed goddess that still is convinced
i purposely stole her raggio de sole but... it mearly got caught on my sleave... too bad thats where i wear my heart.. or did at that time


i look back to days that i started typing on http formated color blocks and i have grown emense
when i am down or its just a nother dayt in my life.. with the regular rutt-teen
i dont plop in SM> adore in to my cd player and finish the day with some Kenna or Finger11 and if ur really lucky.. a Ben harper classic... another lonely day...(its a beautiful song i recamend it hightly .. its just .. true..)
now if i am breathing.. i find my self listening to the BBC bests of pixies and nirvana.. very very upbeat compared to the others i kno...heh hem... no.. but .. it more empowering.. somehow... i kno im off my ROCKer but....


my heart grew leather... and if u look .. u can see the wrinkles be hind my eyes... and the scars are evident

the scars remain as cheep chalk on black boards.. erased.. but always a faint memeory...teaching the class...the ass that can never learn with out touching fire and believeing fiction



im content
with alot
thats all i can say
but..

happyness.. is a journy.. and this is jsut another step


everything has happened for a reason.... it may not make sence to u
but it shure hell does to me..


chow chow chow



and kiss the ladies in the park for my once
and kiss the ladies in your parlor 2ce more
for love is just 4 letters out of 26
so share it as much as u can

its a beautiful site to see u eat in the middle of the night.....



im soo older right now.. its like my life is finally .. not in sproatic junctions



u kno ive had all the things ive wanted.. or thought i wanted at a time of my life

i want to love
to be loved
and give all i could
and u kno what i did
i guess too well
so well i lost everything

i thougt it was soo important...
but that is just a romantics failure

i was the failure
what can i say
now ive gon and bought my self a gutair
lost a life that was going no were
and found everything i ever needed in a mirrors reflection

i kno.. i can say im lucky now

my head is where it needs to be
its beautiful
ilove every thing still. and love the world
but .. due to some of those ive loved
ive had the hate...
oh well


cest la vie

im getting healthy alaround
yes
its true



tiamo
ciao