Wednesday, July 30, 2003
tada..
i dont kno i just wanted to say that
and that i...
HAVE A BONZI TREE BY THE NAME OF CONNIE CHUNG
thanku
also i will be recording soon.. i really would love to start a band tho.. for all those kids out there who read this.. wichi is like 1.. me... yea.. and lynn:)... palees... tell me.. cus i want to ... i have sooo many frikcen songs u have no idea... and they are acculaly good.. i normally think my shit stinks but .. this stuff is pooperii!
ok
tired
work to mareo
later
i dont kno i just wanted to say that
and that i...
HAVE A BONZI TREE BY THE NAME OF CONNIE CHUNG
thanku
also i will be recording soon.. i really would love to start a band tho.. for all those kids out there who read this.. wichi is like 1.. me... yea.. and lynn:)... palees... tell me.. cus i want to ... i have sooo many frikcen songs u have no idea... and they are acculaly good.. i normally think my shit stinks but .. this stuff is pooperii!
ok
tired
work to mareo
later
Sunday, July 20, 2003
he died monday night after the comma.....
the whole week has been a funeral
ive never seen somany flowers
the funeral procesion was something out of the godfather
great things can come from shoe makers
i hope i dont dissapoint him anymore or ever again...
iloveu nonno with all my heart
the whole week has been a funeral
ive never seen somany flowers
the funeral procesion was something out of the godfather
great things can come from shoe makers
i hope i dont dissapoint him anymore or ever again...
iloveu nonno with all my heart
Sunday, July 13, 2003
so ... it never ever fails...
my destiny
is a music major.... or to be attacted to one that is such or and instrument playeer... i dont think i could survive with one who doesnt hold music high in their life....
why i say such.. well well well.. this past week wennd my sister and ernin and i went to the SOUTH SIDE SPEKtakULARE!!!
and were chillin in the BEEEE hive... so granted all the boys were checking my sorella on the street all the cute boys u kno in ther nice jeans and then asking for her number and findeing out that shes like... in high sckool... and getting so beautifully shot down... welll.. in the be hive this kid kept looking at me.. somethign i dont expect from the populous so .. of corse i had to flirt back with the eyesand look and smile.. and u kno... this is me we are talking about... and so he had a penn shirt on and ernie goes there and mestee wants to so we were like.. hey u go to penn he was like no... i go to duquane but i did a precollege thing there.. and so hes like can i sit down.. and sits next to me... what is his major u ask.... classical and jazz guitar... damn im a gonner... and music technology... he was very humble too.. and hes curently playing the drums in a punk band.. even tho hes not all for that right now...the punk musick that is...and all he really wants to do .. or sorta... is run away to callifornia and make the world his own...............dreamy eh.... and his name.. this is the killer... is...
STEVE.... so i was like EH STEVE! and so we showed him and bore him in to the world of strong badia he was kinda cute.. but in not gonna persue anything.. he invited me to his new show.. hes as old as me ... but his sn is still in my skirt pocket in my drawr.. and i cant get to it right now cus i just painted my room yellow.. with the WHOLE family helping it was great! we all have latex skin...
so yea.. the walls are yellow
but back to the musical men of my life time...
first and for most lets talk bout c. beck.... the boy who .. had to be my first crush.. .best friend crush...true he was flaming red head but.. he was in a band.. he knew how to play.. and i wanted to sooo bad i wante to sing for their band.. but i never spoke up.. so there when that shot...but.. hes the reason i like the coler orange so much..u could say its an inside joke...:) i wrote sing for me bout him.. but yea.. he had a thing for my other best friend so that was a no go....
lets go back to the good old days when i was in 9th grade.. oh jason glance with ur sucky band superb which i thought was great... and even went to his show... he wa 4 years and 4 days older than me.. .. but what... he was an ass.. but allas hes the reason i started writing real poetry and songs hard core.... so i guess.. thanks...
then phil... what a waste.. this was the kid that hit me.. yea... my first honest to god boy friend and what happens... i should hate men for all my life for some stuff but .. i dont.. my sin...ok.. he played the piano beautifully... but thats all i will credit him too.. asss
next... pj... ah.. i should call him and we;d go be happy some where.. u kno that... he played the saxamaphone.. or as like to call it .. the sexamaphone we just worked it was great! and he accually liked me he could have been more aggressive tho... but .. i m the down fall there...
well mention this one cus he opened my ears.... so i had a thing for this one kid who was into the finner side of rand b and rap.. but goood rap.. more hip hop than strait rap.. like the poetic kind.. i never had a chance how hard i tryed to show him my other side but .. oh well.. c'est la vie no?
i will mention this ass just because he led me to thursday and hard core side of music... talk about a totally differnt side of the world...
then some other boys and such... but... the were just for fun
then there was eric... c. enrico.. for short... he stool my heart.. but i always knew he was too flyhty for me ... 20 years old and still not in college.. working as a designer .. also a fashion designer.. which is his main trade.. and was obsessed with lizt and composing music.. and piano... ahh... and hes not gay! but.. hes in his own buble.. so .. i tryed and left.. and cant wait to see him when he comes back from italy...
then .. there was the music man him self.. rammo... u can skip this part if u like cus i kno ur reading it... so it was nice.. it was great .. like music was in him .. but.. like the other boys. exactly like theother boys .. other than pj.. he wasnt to open to other music... wich is understandable.. but hell i take everythign personally.. he taught me my gutiar actions....and showed me that rockstar could be a tru dream.. and opened my eyes to more music... yea...and i listen for differnt things now and it was all for the better...
and steve will probly be a nother just ntohgn but.. its just funny
but.. music.. and all of it .. hopefully from all my experiances.. and listenings to different musics and the people who listen back ill be come a beter artist.....
i still know i have it in me.,... i have a unique voice.. and i dont care... i want people to hear it.. ive got all sorts of styles in my chiffero and im ready to go...
i can look hot:) for fronting bands:)!
and im quite nice as a free woman....
my destiny
is a music major.... or to be attacted to one that is such or and instrument playeer... i dont think i could survive with one who doesnt hold music high in their life....
why i say such.. well well well.. this past week wennd my sister and ernin and i went to the SOUTH SIDE SPEKtakULARE!!!
and were chillin in the BEEEE hive... so granted all the boys were checking my sorella on the street all the cute boys u kno in ther nice jeans and then asking for her number and findeing out that shes like... in high sckool... and getting so beautifully shot down... welll.. in the be hive this kid kept looking at me.. somethign i dont expect from the populous so .. of corse i had to flirt back with the eyesand look and smile.. and u kno... this is me we are talking about... and so he had a penn shirt on and ernie goes there and mestee wants to so we were like.. hey u go to penn he was like no... i go to duquane but i did a precollege thing there.. and so hes like can i sit down.. and sits next to me... what is his major u ask.... classical and jazz guitar... damn im a gonner... and music technology... he was very humble too.. and hes curently playing the drums in a punk band.. even tho hes not all for that right now...the punk musick that is...and all he really wants to do .. or sorta... is run away to callifornia and make the world his own...............dreamy eh.... and his name.. this is the killer... is...
STEVE.... so i was like EH STEVE! and so we showed him and bore him in to the world of strong badia he was kinda cute.. but in not gonna persue anything.. he invited me to his new show.. hes as old as me ... but his sn is still in my skirt pocket in my drawr.. and i cant get to it right now cus i just painted my room yellow.. with the WHOLE family helping it was great! we all have latex skin...
so yea.. the walls are yellow
but back to the musical men of my life time...
first and for most lets talk bout c. beck.... the boy who .. had to be my first crush.. .best friend crush...true he was flaming red head but.. he was in a band.. he knew how to play.. and i wanted to sooo bad i wante to sing for their band.. but i never spoke up.. so there when that shot...but.. hes the reason i like the coler orange so much..u could say its an inside joke...:) i wrote sing for me bout him.. but yea.. he had a thing for my other best friend so that was a no go....
lets go back to the good old days when i was in 9th grade.. oh jason glance with ur sucky band superb which i thought was great... and even went to his show... he wa 4 years and 4 days older than me.. .. but what... he was an ass.. but allas hes the reason i started writing real poetry and songs hard core.... so i guess.. thanks...
then phil... what a waste.. this was the kid that hit me.. yea... my first honest to god boy friend and what happens... i should hate men for all my life for some stuff but .. i dont.. my sin...ok.. he played the piano beautifully... but thats all i will credit him too.. asss
next... pj... ah.. i should call him and we;d go be happy some where.. u kno that... he played the saxamaphone.. or as like to call it .. the sexamaphone we just worked it was great! and he accually liked me he could have been more aggressive tho... but .. i m the down fall there...
well mention this one cus he opened my ears.... so i had a thing for this one kid who was into the finner side of rand b and rap.. but goood rap.. more hip hop than strait rap.. like the poetic kind.. i never had a chance how hard i tryed to show him my other side but .. oh well.. c'est la vie no?
i will mention this ass just because he led me to thursday and hard core side of music... talk about a totally differnt side of the world...
then some other boys and such... but... the were just for fun
then there was eric... c. enrico.. for short... he stool my heart.. but i always knew he was too flyhty for me ... 20 years old and still not in college.. working as a designer .. also a fashion designer.. which is his main trade.. and was obsessed with lizt and composing music.. and piano... ahh... and hes not gay! but.. hes in his own buble.. so .. i tryed and left.. and cant wait to see him when he comes back from italy...
then .. there was the music man him self.. rammo... u can skip this part if u like cus i kno ur reading it... so it was nice.. it was great .. like music was in him .. but.. like the other boys. exactly like theother boys .. other than pj.. he wasnt to open to other music... wich is understandable.. but hell i take everythign personally.. he taught me my gutiar actions....and showed me that rockstar could be a tru dream.. and opened my eyes to more music... yea...and i listen for differnt things now and it was all for the better...
and steve will probly be a nother just ntohgn but.. its just funny
but.. music.. and all of it .. hopefully from all my experiances.. and listenings to different musics and the people who listen back ill be come a beter artist.....
i still know i have it in me.,... i have a unique voice.. and i dont care... i want people to hear it.. ive got all sorts of styles in my chiffero and im ready to go...
i can look hot:) for fronting bands:)!
and im quite nice as a free woman....
Thursday, July 10, 2003
MUAHAHAHAH
im back and attakinG!
i cant be lieve i tried to kill my self 2 months a go.. its like it was a bad film or somthing...oh well.. but back to eh phsycotic side of my self... um... ur gonna crack up at this one kids..
so lately ive been having the usual psyco problem of seing bugs when they arent there... u kno.. like everywehre .. i even believe im killing them but... wait .. theres nothing there.. these.. um .. mirages.. um images... visions ... daydreams lets say come in more extreem forms too... but those are sad stories.. this one is funty ok..
so last night i was in my room cleaning and avoiding my homework writing a new song and alove a sudden i head john lennons voice... like talking to me.. ... yea.. im nuts.. but beter yet.. later in the eveing.. i heard thom york say something.. .mind u both of them watch me every day in my complete nakedness but...
im going nuts... like a sack
but i want to be a rock star still... i donno.. i need to find someone to take a chance on me... i jsut want to sing.. aplication for band folk sine up .. i just want a guitair and a drumber and may be a bass and may be another guitar
or a glocken speael... the end
im back and attakinG!
i cant be lieve i tried to kill my self 2 months a go.. its like it was a bad film or somthing...oh well.. but back to eh phsycotic side of my self... um... ur gonna crack up at this one kids..
so lately ive been having the usual psyco problem of seing bugs when they arent there... u kno.. like everywehre .. i even believe im killing them but... wait .. theres nothing there.. these.. um .. mirages.. um images... visions ... daydreams lets say come in more extreem forms too... but those are sad stories.. this one is funty ok..
so last night i was in my room cleaning and avoiding my homework writing a new song and alove a sudden i head john lennons voice... like talking to me.. ... yea.. im nuts.. but beter yet.. later in the eveing.. i heard thom york say something.. .mind u both of them watch me every day in my complete nakedness but...
im going nuts... like a sack
but i want to be a rock star still... i donno.. i need to find someone to take a chance on me... i jsut want to sing.. aplication for band folk sine up .. i just want a guitair and a drumber and may be a bass and may be another guitar
or a glocken speael... the end
